Saturday, February 2, 2013
Clearing things out
I just realized what I really felt. I was just do dumb to believe that I still had feelings for him. Destiny just played with me, and it really hurts. I just realized that if I really liked him, I wouldn't have met a new guy (that would make me fall for him). I also realized that, How can I like the new guy if I still feel something 'bout the first one?
Fall again.
Sometimes, when I think of letting go, that's where you come into the scene and make me fall for you all over again.
That Pain...
The pain I feel every time I see you happy with somebody else is the same pain I felt when I told you to let me go. (credits to the owner of the picture)
Myself
The one that's hurting me time to time is myself. Because I agreed to my heart's decision to fall for you, even though I knew that you would never be falling for me.
Sana...
Gusto ko magka-amnesia. Para makalimutan ko yung sakit kahit papaano, kahit konting oras lang. Pero alam ko kasing madaming maaapektuhan. Gustong gusto ko nang bumitaw, pero bakit ang lakas ng kapit ng puso ko sa'yo. Sana pala nung una pa lang, bumitaw at sumuko na ako.
Siguro...
Minsan iniisip ko "Malapit na siguro bumitaw ang puso ko. Kasi ang sakit sakit na, malapit na ngang maging bato." Siguro ang sarap kalimutan nitong nararamdaman ko, siguro ang sarap bumitaw. Para kahit papaano mabawasan naman itong sakit na nararamdaman ko.
Matatag Ako...
"Matatag ako". Iyan ang mga tanging kataga na pinanghahawakan ko. Ang sandata ko sa laban. Ito ang gamit ko para hindi ako malaglag ng tuluyan sa sakit, ang tanging kailangan ko para hindi ako bumagsak sa patibong. Ito ang mga katagang tumutulong sa akin araw araw.
Smiles
Sometimes the story behind those sweetest smiles, are the
heartbreaking stories that even outstand bitter smiles.
Be Strong.
The problem with falling inlove is that some people go
beyond their limitations. Speaking maturely, they give their all and forget
theirselves. What if that someone doesn't like you back? Ano? Magbebreakdown
ka? That's improper. Remember yourself. Do not give all. Pwede bang half muna?
(Sorry for some harsh words :\)
Worst Day
The time you introduced me to your girl and the time you
stood up for that girl instead of me. My heart was shattered into pieces. The
worst day of my life. Didn't you know that the pain was killing me slowly and tenderly?
(Well, except for this one. Walang storya dito and I can't even understand kung bakit nakagawa ako ng ganitong quote :\)
Masakit man...
Minsan akala mo laging happy ending. Pero isipin mo, kung
laging happy ending... Perpekto itong mundong toh. Kung laging merong happy
ending, walang masasaktan. E kaya ka nga nasasaktan para matuto diba?
(There really is a story 'bout all the quotes I post, even the poems. Not gonna post poems as of now...)
Life's a challenge...
Alam mo? Kahit patamaan kita ng patamaan, d ka pa rin
natututo. Ayaw mong maramdaman uli yung sakit? E paano ka matututo? Gusto mo
laging happy ever after? Not all stories end up with a stupid happy ending.
Hindi ako galit, I just want to let you know na hindi palaging masaya ang
buhay. Challenge yan. Life is just a challenge.
Manhid?
Lagi mo akong sinasaktan, pero okay lang, kahit
na masakit. Pero ni minsan d mo ba naisip na nasasaktan rin ako? Tanong ko. Sa
tingin mo ba, manhid at bato ang puso ko? (credits to the owner of the picture)
Trust
Yun na nga e, naandun na tau pero bakit ganun? Kahit na
gaano kataas pwede pa rin bumalik sa pinakamababa, alam mo sayang, d bale
kasalanan ko rin nman e, kasalanan ko na umasa na hindi mo sasayangin yung
tiwala ko. (Credits to the owner of the picture)
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